Day 66 of 75 · Judgment and liberation
ʾ-B-D
ebad: perish
אבד
ܐܒܕ
The feel
ʾ-B-D names loss and ruin: a sheep beyond the last visible ridge, a coin in darkness, a son swallowed by the road. To perish is to go missing from where you belong, not a verdict on the self. In its causative form, awbed, the root means to destroy, to cause loss.
The root family
| Form | Pattern | Translit | Script | Standard | Qala rendering |
| ebad | verb (Peal) | ebad | אבד ܐܒܕ | to perish, be lost | be lost, perish: 27 occurrences in the corpus |
| awbed | verb (Aphel) | awbed | דנובד ܕ݁ܢܰܘܒ݁ܶܕ݂ (corpus form d-nawbed) | to destroy | destroy, lose: Matthew 10:28, 10:39 |
| abdana | noun | abdānā | אבדנא ܐܒܕܢܐ | perdition, ruin | loss: "the son of loss" (John 17:12) |
Paradigm forms are a teaching scaffold from standard Aramaic grammar; corpus-attested words above are drawn from the glossary.
The verb stems
| Stem | Form | Sense | Witness |
| Peal | ebad | to be lost, perish | corpus: d-nibad "that one be lost" (Matthew 18:14); abida "lost" (Luke 15:24) |
| Aphel | awbed | to destroy, to lose (cause to be lost) | corpus: nawbed (Matthew 10:28), nawbdih "will lose it" (Matthew 10:39) |
| Ethpeel · Pael · Ethpaal · Ettaphal · Shaphel | — | — | not attested for this root |
Stem table is a grammar scaffold: how Aramaic bends one root through voice and cause. Note the clean pair this root gives you: Peal = perish, Aphel = destroy.
In his voice
Matthew 18:14 · interlinear
In the same way, your Father in heaven does not want a single one of these little ones to be lost.
d-nibad , "to be lost": the Peal, spoken right after the parable of the stray sheep. The Father's will is defined by its refusal of this verb.
Matthew 10:39 · interlinear
Whoever finds their life will lose it, and whoever loses their life for my sake will find it.
nawbdih … d-nawbed , the Aphel, "to lose": here you cause the losing yourself, and the saying folds it against finding, twice, like a hinge.
Luke 15:24 · interlinear
For this son of mine was dead and has come alive again; he was lost and is found.
abida , "lost": the father's word for his boy, paired with dead-and-alive. Not condemned and pardoned; lost and found.
Practice
Name one friendship, practice, or part of yourself that has gone missing. Call it abida, lost. Choose one act of search: send the message, return to the practice, or ask for help.
Say ebad, to be lost; say awbed, to destroy: hear who suffers loss and who causes it.
Connections
Witness note: the forms above rest on the Peshitta as the primary witness, with Palestinian Aramaic attestation marked where a Western source carries the word.